Only Time

Today, I feel better. It's been 4 days since I spoke to my "loved one" and I'm beginning to love it. Not true love, but learned love. The love you gain because there is no other alternative. Time really does have the power to change things. This is a curse and a blessing depending on how we use it. It feels more normal to me now not to talk to her, but I kinda miss it. Yesterday when I talked to another girl on the phone for 2 hours I realized what me and Her have been missing. I won't elaborate here but there are definately things missing.

Anyway, what's important? Happiness is important. Setting and reaching goals are important. Having fun is important and I would argue that nothing else matters. Only 25 more weeks! 25 weeks. Gosh, that's a long time. But not too long. I've been home for 11 weeks and away from my girl for 2 weeks, so it's all relative. Day by day by day I guess. Which reminds me of Meet the Parents!

"...Lord, may we love thee more deeply, serve thee more sweetly...day by day by day, amen." -Gregory "Gaylord" Focker.

Hahaha, don't get me started.

For any of you that feel like you can't make it to the next day, take comfort in the fact that you can. I am doing it. If I can do it you can do it too. And I love you. Seriously. Even if I mistreated you. Even if you thought that I didn't care. Heck, even if you don't care that I care, I still care. So, go have a good day, and don't forget to have fun.

-Davey O